guidanceO.O

Oh dear. So, my guidance counseller wants me to go get checked out for having psychosis. I googled the symptoms of the "Onset of Psychosis". This doesn't look to good for me. I REFUSE to let people think there is more wrong with me then depression. I wonder how well I can hide these symptoms? They just recently got this bad. People noticed them today. If I pretend that they aren't happening, then no one will have any reason to think I'm going psychotic. Oh my! And then they wont see it coming! And then no one can stop me from killing myself! OH! New plan! Sooo happy now! =]